Feeling Low.

I’ve been feeling so incredibly low these past couple of days…

C has about $1.08 in both his savings and checkings account combined, and he’s been really depressed, and his sleep clock is really off.. We went to Shabu yesterday, and it was really good, but C was really quiet… We also went to Mixx afterward, and that was nice – I got froyo with lots of strawberries and blueberries, as well as cookie dough and mochi. Yum 🙂

Today, I went fabric shopping with my sister, and we went to Michael’s, and I got lots of looping bands to make bracelets for people on Valentine’s day..

Man I don’t know. I just feel really out of it……… I just feel really sad… Help? I need a boost.. I’m going to bed now with the hopes of feeling better in the morning. I don’t know, I just feel like bursting into tears for no reason… There’s technically nothing wrong, but I feel like everything is. Do I have a condition?

I called C and he seemed really bummed out and wasn’t really talking much, so I accused him of not caring about me… I sound really unlikeable right now. I know. I hate getting into this loop of self-hate. It’s so toxic.

My wisdom teeth are growing in and the pain is killing me.

Why am I falling apart???? Really, it’s time for bed…

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Sleepy.

I wish I didn’t get so tired in the middle of the day.. Today ended up being a snow day, and I’m hoping for another one tomorrow, because I just don’t feel like going to school.. I’m feeling hot and cold at the same time 😦 Just feeling out of it – I can’t wait for the weekend. At least tomorrow is Thursday – my favorite day of the week 🙂 

Didn’t do much today! It’s 8:33 now, and the day is winding down, but I bet I’ll get a second wind and then stay up until 3am… I’m really trying not to let that happen by….ending this blog post.

Goodnight xo